Thursday, 20 November 2008

  • finally had a conclusion yesterday night

    on my way home with tears

     

    end of the term

    time to turn

    just never thought I would turn away so fast this time

    for anyone's good sake

     

    by the way, I met two angels today

    and I bet more would come...

     

     

    when you look back

    u'd laugh how silly you once were

     

     

Saturday, 18 October 2008

  • conclusion of the week: water runs dry --- all kinds.

     

    seem to be into another pitfall

    on the contrary, also another way out...

    two sides of the coin?

     

    do lots once I can concentrate myself on the stuff...feeling more solid today...

     

    by the way, being locked into the room last night! no way out...

    with my effort this morning, born free again...

    so...I am the only solution...that is it.

     

Sunday, 12 October 2008

Sunday, 21 September 2008

  • If I think I can, I can

    Let go everything the past few weeks...and got a normal pulse finally.

    Good news huh?

     

    by the way, watching TV and the last day that I met him flashed...

    that could be filmed as a memorable scene...haha.

    typhoon...wet through...wrong way...flooding...all those obstacles before I reached him...

     

    in the end, so what...

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

  • a day to relax a bit...MSN again..haha.

    by the way, happy school days so far...

    being more punctual...

    feeling that I can do a lot more in the classrooms...

    feeling that I am the person-in-charge...kaka.

    great...keep the smiles on.

     

    p.s. swimming training started finally...good progress...=)

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

  • a day with sorrows and mixed feelings.

    they are all surrounded by:

    disease

    death

    failure

    disappointment

    any more?

    it's always torture when u see ur friends suffer but u can't offer any help...not having no ability to...but because of ur 'position'

    feeling insecure today...couldn't locate my place

    hate to float like that

     

    start to feel that I should sacrifice

    but could not figure out why I should compromise

    start to understand

    but shouldn't I explain

     

    wanna see happy faces around again

     

    this should be the last time till dawn

    for my own sake...finally.

Thursday, 21 August 2008

  • thought that we would have The Kooks to end the day

    but sadly we needed to cancel it...oh.

     

    too bad that suddenly realised I have some more work to be finished tonight..

     

     

    by the way, moving myself a bit forward during the holiday...though just a little little bit...

    plans to be carried out...though perhaps another one would be cancelled.

     

    anyhow, another wonderful year to be commenced

     

     

     

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

  • been away from HK for a few days...

    experienced new things every day...should be good.

     

    anyhow, things keep bothering me from time to time

    looking for solutions to have a total CLEAN UP.

     

    why can't i?

Sunday, 10 August 2008

Thursday, 07 August 2008

  • almost 4 am...

    been a long time not working till late night

    those were the days...

    when I enjoyed listening to music at night

    when I was with Leo

    when I was working soooooooooooooooooo hard

    when I was waiting for someone ... perhaps just to show up...

     

    been thinking if I would meet him again in MK

    perhaps tonight

    and so...?

     

    he's not gonna come back...far away...so close no more

     

     

     

    btw, what a coincidence...having EXIT MUSIC (for a film) from Radiohead now...

    and when it's done, it will be my exit time as well.